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Pure Bliss
Hi Everyone, I just wanted to tell you about the man of my dreams. He is absolutely amazing. We met about 3 years ago and had gotten together, but due to different reasons we were unable to stay together. That was a very hard time for me. I felt so empty inside. Of course I did what any girl would do and began dating...thinking it would make the pain go away. Don't get me wrong, it did help, but it did not replace the man I truly loved. I thought about him everyday and played. "Nothing compares, Nothing compared to him," time and time again.
In the past few months he has found his way back to me. I am not exactly sure how or why it happened, but I feel so blessed. He went through some really tough things in his life since I have been out of the picture and it hurts me to know that I was not able to be around when he needed me the most. We got back together not long after he contacted me. I guess when they say the love never dies, they really do mean it. Because I love him more now then ever before.
I won't lie and say I am not scared, but that is only because I love him so very much. We get tested everyday of our life with different kinds of roadblocks and situations that make us question our relationship. But when it comes down to it...true love can over come anything. And what we have is true love. It is amazing and beautiful. I have never felt so good before. Recently we almost broke up again. It was mostly my fault because I felt I was not good enough for him. I also thought that since we were still young he wasn't quite sure what it was he wanted. But when we were on the phone and telling each other good-bye he showed me a side I had never seen before.
He opened up his heart completely...he opened up his self all of the way for me to see. He began to cry and tell me how he felt. He shared his heart with me. For the first time he expressed his TRUE feelings and connected with me on a level I never imagined possible. At that very moment while I sat there and listened to my baby cry and confess his love for me...I knew he was the man I wanted to be with for life. So, I stopped him and told him that I was going to ask him one question and depending on how he answered it...that is what would make my decision...
So.....He took a few deep breath's and I said..."I love you Honey... Your everything I have wanted. And I want to be with you forever...That followed with my question....Will you marry me?" He began to cry even more and say yes through the tears. I was so happy and I started crying. We continued to tell each other we loved each other and were so happy to be together. We are now planning on being married with in the next few months. It will be small, but very nice. Just perfect for us. And it doesn't matter how big or how nice, because its all about us. It's all about the love we feel. We are going to get up and stand before God, and our family and friends and dedicate and devote ourself to each other for the rest of our life.
I can't wait for that day. I just wanted to share this story with you all because I am so happy. Baby, if your reading this....I love you... I will never forget the day you came into my life... Because you have changed me.... You have helped build the person I am and the person I will continue to become. Thank you. I can't wait until we are standing side by side in front of everyone and sharing something that only two people who really love each other should share. I can't wait to be your wife. I love you baby.
Thanks everyone for reading my story.
We got engaged on April 23rd, 2003...........
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