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dedication to sandra
I have never married. I think this is so because when I entered first grade and continued in my school years I never joined the other students in recess etc. I always thought I would be a good husband and father because I have always thought the only way appropriate to treat women is to treat her as Cinderella.
When I got out of high school I still never had a girlfriend and found that the ladies I hoped to be interested in me were already very loyal to another man. This continued through out my life, and I have imagined that just before I die I will think I have missed out on marriage which I have always idealized with all its privileges.
Though I am still not married I did meet Sandra G., who was from Portugal. She was pregnant and living in America long enough so her baby would be an American citizen. So on June 3, 2001 I was lucky enough to have a very happy time conversing with Sandra about her life, my life, and Sandra said I mattered to her.
Now I know when I realize I am about to die, rather than thinking about missing out on marriage, I will remember Sandra G. Now I think there are other things so I’ll start moving on and I will always remember Sandra.
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