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Young and In Love
Well it was my 8th grade year and i was going through the whole older guy thing. I met this older guy his name was Danny; he was 17 years of age i was only 13 when i 1st saw him. It was something so special about him that i just had to have him...My friend started to talk to him on the Internet. And she wanted to get with one his friends so we figured we could all hang out and so we all did.... we called it "Dugout Weather" it was thanksgiving night we thought of this, it when we hang out in the dug outs and just talk. So we started hanging out more and more, i started to like him more and more, and he wasn't even mine and i thought i already loved him, well it was new years eve, when i made a mistake well it wasn't a mistake at the time.
I was only 13 so young, and he was older, so i thought i was cool and in love. Then 2 weeks went by, he had told me he cheated on me, but how could i let him go he was my 1st i was in love wasn't i, i sure thought i was so i forgave him after an hour or two crying my eyes out. Then maybe 3-4 weeks later he tells me again it happened again this time he promised he won't do it again. I'm older now a whole year, and I've been so much, i now know more then any 14 year old prob. should my mom knows everything and so does my dad, my brother as well, they are all disappointed, i was lost, my family was gone. They all practically hated me, my friends i lost them all, was it wroth i still ask myself that today. He came too me again i found out he lied and it did, and he kept lying, and he broke my heart in too many different pieces, 7 months of him just being in mind. Was a waste. 5 months was a waste of time to him. He just went out and had fun!. He was my everything, i never thought you could be so young and love a man so much, but now i know it doesn't matter how old you old you can fall in love, and sometimes it doesn't take that long.
Just make sure when you fall in love its with the right person. Till this day i still think of him... he took everything i had...he 18 now and I'm almost 15 and I'm a 9th grade. And i still have a broken heart. And a 14/15-year-old girl doesn't desire that. When i see him i try my hardest to look the other way because i don't want him to see how much I'm dying because he is gone, i also don't want him to see how much i have changed!! To this day he still had my heart in his hand and he doesn't even know it!
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