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Love
It all started by me looking at a gal and i fell in love with her but i was scared to ask her. so one day i asked her sister to ask her sister to go out with me, an her sis said i think about it, an then couple of days later i didn’t wana go out with her but when i went to my new school i saw a another gal and it was hard to ask her out because she had attitude problems that’s why. i didn’t ask her. And her friend asked her out for me and nw she is going out with me but then i fall in love with her friend but i haven’t asked her out. an this gal in my class is a get jealous she is saying why are you asking her out she is a not a good gal to go out wid. and i said you shut up don’t get jealous of me and her. an her friend going out with each other.
Well the first time i saw him was when i was in 7th grade back then i was a good girl n he always has been a thug i hated him in 7th gard because he was a bad boy he never saw me in 7th grade or never notice me when i was in 8th grade it was October my friend told me he liked me n i should give him a chance i said i had to think bout it on December 10th i told him i liked him toOo at first he was just a guy that i was going out wit 2 months later i knew i had something for him i never had kissed a guy it took us 3 months to kiss after couple of weeks later we kissed i knew i was in love CRAZY IN LOVE =( we broke up 5 times n got back together i could of never had said no to him i mean how could i,
I was in love he hurt me a lot of times i never in my life felt that big of a pain but then soon girl i trusted n was called my best friend she turned out to be backstabbing me she told my family about me and him so my life was so mess up i could go outside for 3 months my brother didn’t trust me at all i lost all my trust i still didn’t brake up with him i didn’t care what my parents would say i would do anything for him but he never loved me he was just pretending like he did, in couple of weeks we broke up again that was our 4th time i still loved him a lot in summer i was with another guy but all i was thinking about him so it was July 4th we got back 2gether next day we broke up from next day i decided to forget about him i promised i would get over him and he would never hurt me again so i thought i was totally over him after 5 months i didn’t want him back in my life ever again but u never know what life brings he came back in my life wit out even asking me so i still couldn’t have said no to him so we got back 2gther n 1 week later i found out he was wit a another girl while he was with me it hurt and it still does so i broke up with him and he promised he wouldn’t hurt me again he said ''U GIVE ME THIS LAST CHANCE AND I PROMISE I WIIL NOT MESS UP I WANNA KEEP YOU BABY I DONT WANNA LOSE U NO MORE '' and i believed him ''YOUR ONLY GIRL IN MY LIFE I SWEAR'' so ya =( i don’t love him no more as much as i used to but still when i see him its like i get this feeling when he looks at me in my eyes he takes me back to those memories and makes me wanna be with him again but i got to keep it strong this time its 100%over and i hope so i can say no so :( I’ll always love him deeeepppppppp inside in my heart i mean he was my first LOVE first KISS first PAIN he hurt me more than anyone can ever imagine after him i havent fell in love wit no one he was my first and he will be my last love i don’t get feelings for no one no more I’m 100% sure i wont be able to fall in love again !!!!!!!!!!1=( .......
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