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Pray my Husband will come home and overcome his drug addiction
Please pray my husband will come home. We have been separated now for about 3 months. We did get back together for a short period during the Holidays but shortly after he abandoned me again. He has left me to pay all the bills and the mortgage. He started lying to me about 10 months ago and it just gotten worse. I've discovered he is addicted to drugs. I knew we both had experimented with drugs in the past but I didn't realize he was still doing it. His behavior has changed drastically and he would stay out all night sometimes for 2-3 nights then come home. I finally had enough and told him to go not realizing his addiction.
For the most part he won't speak to me and makes every effort to avoid me. I did however speak with him two weeks ago and told him I wanted us to get clean. I told him I haven't done drugs for quite sometime and we talked about how they have affected our lives and our marriage. He said he wanted to stop but two days later he left me again. I've tried to talk to him but I know until he is really ready to get clean and stay clean nothing I say will make him. He has lost his job and he hangs out with the wrong crowd. Everyone he hangs out with is addicted to meth. His best friend who he is currently living with sells it. I'm scared he is going to get caught and go to jail. He pushes me away and is so cold to me.
He is never alone he is always with his best friend. He told me he doesn't care if we lose everything he doesn't care anymore. He is currently out of state visiting his 6-year-old daughter who he fathered with his ex-girlfriend. They never married. He basically abandoned her about 6 months before meeting me. He has lived with the guilt of the child he has left behind for sometime now but his ex-girlfriend is always plotting to get him back. I pray he will resolve the guilt issues he has while he is there and the he will resist whatever temptations his ex may do or say. I hope the time away from his everyday drug friends will make him think with a clear head and come home and restore our marriage so maybe we can start our own family.
I pray for patience while God's will is at work and pray the holy spirit will touch him and let him see all things are possible with God even if they seem impossible. I know we could work our problems out if he would just get clean and stay clean and I pray God will draw him and guide him in the right direction.
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