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Divorced
Where should I begin? My wife and I were separated for about a year. Three months after she left she moved another man into her life. I fought very hard to keep my marriage. We were divorced January of this year and she re-married about two weeks later. I can say I was fortunate because I was rewarded full custody of my kids. I have two wonderful kids ages 6 and 3. I enjoy everything about raising my kids.
The problem I have is my luck since then has not changed. I feel like I am being punished for things I did in my past. I am just asking for a prayer, recently I was hospitalized and went into an unexpected surgery. While in surgery one of the biggest things on my mind was my ex-wife and how much I wish she could have been by my side. My appendix had been ruptured over 6 days. You can say I am lucky to be here. I don’t know why I cannot let go, I am very much in love with her and I want to put her behind me. The problem is I feel like she will always be the love of my life. All I am hoping for is a change in my luck. I can’t say I have much faith left, I wonder if I will ever get it back. It seems that no matter how many obstacle I overcome something keeps bringing me down. I want all this to end and hopefully have something good happen for a change.
Good luck to all of you who trying to work out your marriage. I strongly feel all marriages can and should be worked out.
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