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Loving someone elses someone
Well I met this guy in a shopping center, when I met him he had just broke up with his girl a few months ago. So I agreed for us to be jus friends. We had been friends for quite sometime, we became close, like we were very flirty with each other, we use to kiss each other and all that kind of but we never really went further than that. He used to tell me that he liked me and that he wished I was his but then one time he told me that he had got back with his girl friend so ok I was cool by it because I wasn’t really shocked because he and his girl friend had been dating for like almost 2 years and I thought u cant jus throw away 2 years like that so no way we carried on being friends and we were very close.
Then I started really falling for him, I had never met any one like him, and he was special to me in a way even though I knew he had a girl friend I couldn’t help but fall for him. So like we used to see each other as friends but we sort of had this connection you know and we like kissed all the time, people that used to see us thought we were dating, because his girl friend lived kind of far so he dint really see her that much, he only saw her like once a month and he used to see me like three times a week or twice and kind of grew like that, then one time when I thought I couldn’t take no more of it I told him to choose between me and his girl friend and he chose her and I was really hurt because I felt like he was playing with my feelings, because he had once told me that he was going to break up with her to be with me but he never got round it so now I was heartbroken, even though we dint really date but it kind of felt like we had and then we weren’t talking for sometime but then we began talking again and we got back to where we left off and jus continued like that.
So like one time I sent a message to his phone saying that I missed kissing him and then that was when it happened he girl friend read the message and called my number asking if he was my bf and I told him he wasn’t and then I hanged up on her. So he texts me and tells me that he can’t talk to me no more, I was hurt, I really felt soo hurt knowing that al those months of me and him being friends was jus going to be thrown away like that, I jus kind of got used to not seeing him and in a way began to get over it and up to now I still miss him but we don’t talk to each other.
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