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Honey are you the moon??
Honey, You away at the border. I miss you so terribly…Secretly I wish you were the moon… At least I could see you, if not touch you. I could bask in your glow.. I would feel so protected.. And I would know you are protected too.
Now I fear this loneliness… You so far away…Do u even realize the woes of solitude?? Do you??
Dear Moon, can you see him.?. Is he fine?.. Please tell me he's alive and well. Would you watch over him when the enemy fires the shots?. Would you protect him? Is it possible that you grant him my years too.? My eyes are seeking your affirmative reply.
Honey, now you away , so far away, so unsure am I of your whereabouts. Sometimes I wish it were better if you were the moon. Would you not want to be the moon?.. Watch over me through the dark nights of life.?. Bathe me in you radiant glow…Watch my feelings proliferate, while I walk around fearlessly , no longer the nyctophobic knowing you're there..
Honey I wish you would be the moon, and I meet your incandescent ray with a smile each night…Blossoming and blooming in that cool warmth…So vital for my heart…. My life.
Yes I would heave a sigh as you bid goodbye each dawn… but your promise to meet me that night will keep me occupied with thoughts of you till you arrive…. Unlike now where I don't know where you are… Are you thinking of me? I pray here for your safety.. Your life.. And if its not safe then I pray for my death.
Honey , I wish though that like the moon ,I would love to see you through the window each night, not minding you flirting with the clouds.. atleast I can see your presence and that I shall cherish.. cause I know how tough it is to live without you….
I am waiting in anticipation.. The lump in my throat hurting each day.. the tear ducts stopped being active long back...
Now i look at the moon in hope..I live in hope.
Each day I look at the moon and the radiance conveys that you are fine dear honey, the tough days are when the moon is absent from the sky.. The darkness in the sky and my life resembles a grave and how I pray for it to pass quickly… heart beating so fast .. always expecting worst.
Dear Moon, I have a request to make to you.. Would you heed?.. Would you always be present in the sky ?.. Will you give me the hope I look at you for every day? Will you understand the heart of a woman away from her beloved?
Oh how I wish I had the power to change things. How I wish I could make you the moon? Live looking at you…just looking at you in satisfaction as my sindoor shines brightly. I haven't heard from you since long , im worried now??
Honey are you the moon??
Love,
Deveika
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