Title: "When i met my true love" Author: Unknown
When I first laid eyes on you my first thought was "He is not my type at all", we worked together for weeks before you even spoke to me. But then one day you did, you noticed I was a lover of God and that He was the center of my world, hence your open door to inquire about me.
A year passed after that day we met, I secretly regretted it, but I turn to see you walking into the front doors of my church. That smile stopped me in my tracks, the first hug felt so comfortable. More time passed and you finally got the courage to ask for my number, weeks we did talk. On that special night you finally asked me out and my reply was "Yes". Many nights we talked on the phone for hours on hours before the love word dribbled from our lips.
You entered my life and it was like a breath of fresh air; but I didn't know then how many things I was blind to. You showed me; but I didn't want to believe. Yes we had our struggles, our arguments and disagreements, but the love however was strong.
I allowed people to whisper in my ear instead of believing in the one I loved. I sensed jealousy from others for they knew what I had but for some reason I too was still blind. I didn't mean get out when I said get out. Now you're gone and I can't breathe, my sun doesn't shine and the wind doesn't blow. I have tried and tried to reach you and I found you. But I think I found you too late.
For I know I hurt you tremendously, and I have apologized for all that I have done, for you trusted me with your heart and I failed that trust. I pray and I pray for God to return you to me, but it seems right now that even HE doesn't hear me. Come back to me and return my smile, return that I may sleep peacefully again and not wake up reaching for you. Every time I hear your name my hearts stops and my eyes produce rivers of waters. Food isn't appealing to me in the moment all that surrounds me are thoughts of you in my arms, in my space kissing my face.
In case you didn't know I appreciate the warm running baths, the late night back rubs, all the times you rubbed my feet because you knew the long days I had. I appreciate the times you held me as I cried when people I loved hurt me to no understanding. Through everything you were there. Where am I going to find that again. . I don't want to find it again, I desire my love back where he belongs, in my arms.
When in my quiet space I think to myself, maybe this is a life lesson and maybe you need to move on and remember not to make the same mistake twice. But my heart will not let me move on. How do you walk away from your true love whom you hurt, someone please tell me.
I guess I must walk away and trust that if you are truly for me, nothing in the whole wide world will be able to come in between that and one day, on that appointed day you will return, even if its in our next lifetime.