hmmmmmm

Title: "hmmmmmm"  Author: Unknown

I allowed people to whisper in my ear instead of believing in the one I loved. I sensed jealousy from others for they knew what I had but for some reason I too was still blind. I didn't mean to get out when I said get out. Now you're gone and I can't breathe, my sun doesn't shine and the wind doesn't blow. I have tried and tried to reach you and I found you. But I think I found you too late.

For I know I hurt you tremendously, and I have apologized for all that I have done, for you trusted me with your heart and I failed that trust. I pray and I pray for God to return you to me, but it seems right now that even HE doesn't hear me. Come back to me and return my smile, return that I may sleep peacefully again and not wake up reaching for you. Every time I hear your name my hearts stops and my eyes produce rivers of waters. Food isn't appealing to me in the moment all that surrounds me are thoughts of you in my arms, in my space kissing my face.